Foiled Song Lyrics

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01. You Make Me Smile

There’s some kind of light… at the end
When touching the edge of her skin

Once so hard to speak
Now so easy to play around catching that eye you know
That eye that slaps you in the face
And calls you a puppy
Well how do you say “I was hypnotized…hypnotized”

My words they pour
Like children to the playground
Children to the playground
You make me smile

There’s some kind of light at the end
Stoned, forgetful, unthin
I’m drinking what used to be sin and touching the edge of her skin

Could you be the one
That’s not afraid to look me in the eye?
I swear I would collapse
If I would tell how I think you fell…from the sky

My words, they pour
Like children to the playground
Children to the playground
You make me smile

There’s some kind of light at the end
Stoned, forgetful, unthin
I’m drinking what used to be sin and touching the edge of her skin

It’s the feeling I get
My palms would sweat
Like some kind of daydream I’ll never forget
I’m stuck in this spin
Where does it begin?
By touching the edge of her skin

My words, they pour
Like children to the playground
Children to the playground
You make me smile

02. She's My Ride Home

We talked…
Together sharpening a knife
It was like killing partners for a life
We can hide the bodies on the ride home
Now here we are…
We’re licking skin to wipe us clean
Strike a match, pour gasoline
Ditch the scene and watch the city burn.
Sleep, my lap will be your pillow
Steering wheel turn

I’ll be reaching for the stars with you… honey
Who cares if no one else believes
So I set fire to everyone around but you…
I told you… I told you I’d do it
So hahaha
Yea we won

We drive…
To leave the past and clear the mind
To watch the sunset, set its time
I swear you’re fine… I’m your ride home
Now close your eyes…
It’s getting dark and the highway’s clear
No sign of light from front to rear
It’s just you my dear… on the ride home…
We’re going home

I’ll be reaching for the stars with you… honey
Who cares if no one else believes
So I set fire to everyone around but you
I told you, I told you we’d do it
So hahaha
Yea we won

We talked…
Together sharpening a knife
It was like killing partners for a life
Hey, we can hide the bodies on the ride home…
We’re going home

03. Into the Ocean

I’m just a normal boy that sank when I fell overboard
My ship would leave the country but I’d rather ​swim ashore
Without a life-vest I’d be stuck again
Wish I was much more masculine
Maybe then I could learn to swim
Like fourteen miles away

Now floating up and down I spin colliding into sound
Like whales beneath me diving down
I’m sinking to the bottom of my
Everything that freaks me out
The lighthouse gleam has just run out
I’m cold as cold as cold… can be

I wanna swim away but don’t know how
Sometimes it feels just like I’m falling in the ocean
Let the waves up… take me down
Let the hurricane set in motion
Let the rain of what I feel right now come down
Let the rain come down

Where is the coast guard I keep looking each direction
For a spotlight give me something…I need something for protection
Maybe flotsam junk would do just fine
The jetsam sunk I’m left behind
I’m treading for my life, believe me how can I keep up this breathing?

Not knowing how to think…I scream aloud begin to sink
My legs and arms are broken down with envy for the solid ground
I’m reaching for the life within me
How can one man stop his ending
Well I thought of just your face…
Relaxed and floated into space

I wanna swim away but don’t know how
Sometimes it feels just like I’m falling in the ocean
Let the waves up…take me down
Let the hurricane set in motion
Let the rain of what I feel right now come down
Let the rain come down

Now waking to the sun I calculate what I had done
Like jumping from the bow yea
just to prove that I knew how yea
It’s midnight’s late reminder of
the loss of her the one I love
My will to quickly end it all
Sat front row in my need to fall
Into the ocean end it all
Into the ocean end it all

Into space
I thought of just your face

04. What If We Could

What if we could
put our lives on hold
and meet somewhere inside of the world
I would meet you
Would you meet me?
On a park bench
On a sky scrape
On a mountain
Oh yea whatever it takes
I would meet you
Would you meet me?

I’m glad to say that we met
but I’m sad to say that the circumstances weren’t on our side
So go on
Go on be your own
Go on be your own star

What if we could
Where would we go
If it felt right
Would you want me to know
I would meet you
Would you meet me?
It’s like a last chance
for a first dance
You’re the sunrise
God somehow exists
I would meet you.
Would you meet me?

I’m glad to say that we met
but I’m sad to say that the circumstances weren’t on our side
So go on
Go on be your own
Go on be your own star…
You’re a superstar in my eyes
In my eyes
Look in my eyes

05. Hate Me

I have to block out thoughts of you
So I don’t lose my head
They crawl in like a cockroach
Leaving babies in my bed

Dropping little reels of tape
To remind me that I’m alone
Playing movies in my head
That make a porno feel like home

There’s a burning in my pride
A nervous bleeding in my brain
An ounce of peace is all I want for you
Will you never call again

And will you never say that you loved me
Just to put it in my face
And will you never try to reach me
It is I that wanted space

Hate me today
Hate me tomorrow
Hate me for all the things I didn’t do for you

Hate me in ways
Ways hard to swallow
Hate me so you can finally see what’s good for you

I’m sober now for three whole months
It’s one accomplishment that you helped me with
The one thing that always tore us apart is the one thing I won’t touch again

In my sick way I want to thank you
For holding my head up late at night
While I was busy waging wars on myself
You were trying to stop the fight
You never doubted my warped opinions
On things like suicidal hate
You made me compliment myself
When it was way to hard to take

So I’ll drive so fucking far away
That I never cross your mind
And do whatever it takes in your heart
To leave me behind

Hate me today
Hate me tomorrow
Hate me for all the things I didn’t do for you

Hate me in ways
Ways hard to swallow
Hate me so you can finally see what’s good for you

With a sad heart I say bye to you and wave
Now I’m kicking shadows on the street for every mistake that I had made
And like a baby boy I never was a man
Until I saw your blue eyes cry and I held your face in my hand

And then I fell down yelling make it go away
Just make her smile come back and shine just like it use to be
and then she whispered how can you do this to me

Hate me today
Hate me tomorrow
Hate me for all the things I didn’t do for you

Hate me in ways
Ways hard to swallow
Hate me so you can finally see what’s good for you for you for you…
This is all for you

06. Let It Go

Where do you go
When the day is long?
Where does your heart beat and who is wrong?
Why do I feel this way?
Why do I kneel?
How can I let her go?
Why do I feel?

Follow me home
Through the maze and on
I’ll show you the road
That I led you the wrong way on
Why did I go that way?
Why do I steal?
How could I let it go?
Why do I feel?
Oh why did I go that way?
Why do I kneel?
How could I let her go?
Why do I feel?

07. Congratulations

Is that seat taken?
Congratulations
Would you like to take a walk with me?
My mind it kinda goes fast
I’ll try to slow it down for you
Would you like to take a drive
I want to give you something
I’ve been wanting to give to you for years…
My heart

“My heart…my pain won’t cover up…you left me”
“My heart can’t take this cover up…you left me”

I came to see the light in my best friend
You seem as happy as you’ve ever been
My chance at being open was broken
Now you’re Mrs. Him

My words they don’t come out right
But I’ll try to say I’m happy for you
I think I’m gonna take that drive
I wanted to give you something
I’ve been wanting to give to you for years…
My heart

“My heart…my pain won’t cover up…you left me”
“My heart can’t take this cover up…you left me”

I can’t take this
I can never take it back
I can’t change your mind

“You left me”

I can’t take this
I can never take this back and now
I can’t change your mind
I can’t change your mind

Just make it go away
Make it go away…please

08. Overweight

Ever carried the weight of another?
For how long?
Or walk as far as they need to recover?
For how long?

I want to carry a piece of who I was before
So when I hit the wall I really hit the wall
I want to tear away the death again
A whiter shade of fucking meth again
I want to stick to clues
I want to come unglued
I want to shape the world to fit the way you move
I should of listened for your dress size

I’ve grown up, I owned up do you remember me?
I showed up and so what if I’m the used to be
I’m here to tell you that I’m sorry I was sorry
But I’m happy that you’re happy this is no longer about me
Trade roles, switch sides for your beautiful eyes
Let him be there through your beautiful cries
Let him hold you up so you can touch all four of your skies
And live your life just like a dream without the pain of goodbyes
Goodbye

Ever carried the weight of another?
For how long?
Or walk as far as they need to recover?
For how long?
I’ve been a drunk, disrespectful little street punk
Unlock the back of my trunk, you see I take this bat
And bash my head into the street again
No ones around so I keep beating it
Pull my hair back and look me in the eye
There’s a self-destructive meaning in the bleeding of a guy
It’s the guilt of what reality has given me
Making sense of all mistakes and my stupidity

When you’re sick you seem to think you failed eternally
And that the people you let in are only crumbling
I’m fucking sick of faking life and this recovery
When my decisions paved the road that lies in front of me
So to the friends that even call that I don’t call back
I hold you deep inside my heart upon a hill
It seems to hide sometimes to run away and wonder
I’m really sick of saying sorry but I will

Ever carried the weight of another?
For how long?
Or walk as far as they need to recover?
For how long?
Are we scared to take the ride?
Or dare to look inside….
I’m floating farther away
Floating farther away
Floating farther away… letting go

I wanna learn to walk with others as an equal
I wanna treat the ones who love me with respect
I wanna tell the world I’ll give them all a piggy back
And try to take away my negative effect
I wanna kiss a girl and know I’ll never lie again
I wanna call my dad and tell him that I care
I wanna let my brother know he saved my life
A thousand times throughout the years
He’s been the friend who’s always there…

Floating farther away
Floating farther away
I’m floating farther away…letting go

09. X Amount of Words

Relapse prevent
trigger intent now drown
High strung say x-amount of words
Your solar bipolar panic disorder
seems harder and harder and harder
Still you try to control it

You mold you mold
Yea you shape to mold
Boy you’re bold you’re bold
Your shape is bold
Your symptoms superficial
To what they call knowing ya
Minus the speed could you imagine the phobia

We’re recording… maybe

Your brain has faulty wiring
the reason for tiring
Keep treating the curse
Imagine the worst
Systematic sympathetic
quite pathetic apologetic paramedic
Your heart is prosthetic

A plate of quite peculiar
on a dish of my own
A tablespoon a feather
tickle me to the bone
Give me recipes for happy
with the chemicals gone
Drinking freedom from a bottle
to the tune of belong

We’re recording… mamie
We’re recording… mamie

I’m sick of shaking
Never waking from the hell I achieve
I never knew you
Till you left me with the crying disease
Another curing reassuring way to buckle the knees
So mistreated I repeated
Never blessing your sneeze

Now deleted and defeated
I will stand on my own
Still your memory that punches me
has broken a bone
Give me recipes for sorry
I’m admitting I’m wrong
Still your memory that punches me
has broken a bone

10. 18th Floor Balcony

I close my eyes and I smile
Knowing that everything is all right
To the core
So close that door
Is this happening?
My breath is on your hair
I’m unaware that you opened the blinds
And let the city in
You held my hand
And we stand taking in everything
I knew it from the start
My arms are open wide
Your head is on my stomach
And we’re trying so hard not to fall asleep
Here we are on this 18th floor balcony

So we talked about moms and dads
Our family pasts
Getting to know where we came from
Our hearts were on display
For all to see
I can’t believe this is happening to me
I raise my hand as if to show you that I was yours
I was so yours for the taking
I’m so yours for the taking
That’s when I felt the wind pick up
I grabbed the rail while choking up
These words to say
Then you kissed me…

I knew it from the start
So my arms are open wide
Your head is on my stomach
We’re trying so hard not to fall asleep
Here we are on this 18th floor balcony
We’re both flying away

I’ll try to sleep
To keep you in my dreams
Till I can bring you home with me
And I try to sleep
And when I do I’ll keep you in my…dreams

11. Drilled a Wire Through My Cheek

I try to stay on top of you
To hold your body down
Your shaking seems to hinder
Every grasp that I had found
Moving every inch around you
To defuse your private bomb
I stretch myself surrounding
And protecting you from harm
I use a wallet for your mouth
So when you bite you will not bleed
I drilled a wire through my cheek
And led it down and out my sleeve
Now you’re pulling out the best of me
Which never ever comes
This wire’s all that’s left of me
And it’s hooked within my gums
Within my gums

So drill it
So drill it
So hard I feel it

It’s proof to show I’d bleed for this
I’d cut myself to shame
To get to know this masochist
Who’s stolen my first name
Pretending he’s a teacher
Holding all of my weight at ease
Yet the teacher seems to split in two
Destroying both his knees

And now crawling I position myself
Below your broken wing
I lift your feathered left arm
Where you hide your heart from me
I never noticed it was swollen
With a touch of brutal pain
I never knew a heart could live inside
The rust from all your rain
All your rain

So drill it
So drill it
So hard I feel it

I didn’t think to bring a washcloth
Or to rub away the dirt
Myself and I we share
This barely beating heart of hurt
And when the hurt comes
There’s an argument
A fight to save a smile
A small attack on human tears
To dry them for a while

A dream we all should count on
A vision I believe
Where confidence is found
Attached to wires on our sleeves
And where loneliness is history
Told to pack its shit and leave
Where guidance is a fortune
Told to help in time of need
And where crying isn’t secret
It’s the art of how we grieve
And lessons are the key
To every goal I will achieve
I will achieve

So drill it
So drill it
So hard I feel it
(I’ll carry on)
So drill it
So drill it
So hard I feel it
(I’ll always carry on)

12. Sound of Pulling Heaven Down

Somewhere far away from here
I saw stars, stars that I could reach
It was a midnight silent twilight
that fell down… beyond the ocean beach

I assemble all the sand that cover wedding beaches
to build a castle so your mom would have a place to stay
Behind the water slide and down the hill where heaven
reaches land and time is left to float away

So rest assured I have the key to every opening
to every wishing well that’s deep enough to dream
I want to show you just how fascinating kissing is
when earth collides with all the space between

I’m reaching farther than I ever have before
leaving all who broke your heart upon the shore
I may be some sort of crazy
We may be some sort of crazy
but I swear on everything I have and more

So never look behind you spooky people bring you down
the world is ending… there’s a party by the bay
I’ll wear my suit and tie we’re eye to eye and toasting to
the way you put that smile upon my face

Fill up the air balloon and ride with me
when hell is jealous of the rain
Make love like time and space is ending while befriending
fates alluring way of putting us to shame

I’m reaching farther than I ever have before
Leaving all who broke your heart upon the shore
I may be some sort of crazy
We may be some sort of crazy
but I swear on everything I have and more…

That you make the sound of pulling heaven down
You brought the rain’s romantic pour
You make the sound… you make the sound
of pulling heaven down

13. Everlasting Friend

A heart beat skip, relationship
inside a bubble bath
An icing drip below your lip
so we undo the math

A sudden slip between
my pathetic sedatives
A real life script of how mistakes became our medicine

So delay the hurtful words
Have complicated overcast
Please take the message
that I’m picking up my chin at last

I said my confidence
it gets stronger when you’re next to me
But we pray for miles away
in quest for what we long to be

I might crumble
I might take a fall again
But you’re my everlasting friend
My everlasting friend

A heart beat skip, relationship
so we would stay up late
A tear drop drip below your lip
beside the airport gate

A sudden slip from where
we used to be a year ago
A real life script of how our hands would hold
and not let go

So delay the mournful words
Have complicated overcast
Please take the message
that you taught me how to live at last

And I said my confidence
gets stronger when you’re next to me
But we wave respect goodbye
in quest for what we long to be

I might crumble
I might take a fall again (still missing you)
But you’re my everlasting friend

Will you be coming home?
Everlasting friend
Will you be coming home?

14. It's Just Me

I lost a piece of me in you
I think I left it in your arms
I forget the reasons I got scared
But remember that I cared quite a lot

You see but lately I’ve been on my own
Yeah one, but one by choice
You see, that’s a first for me
This only me, yeah there’s only me,
And now I realize for once
It’s just me.
It’s just me
It’s just me
And I’ll find a way to make it
There’s no one left to stop me
Here I go
Can we take it from the top?

So wide so long?
So sad, I wanna be strong.
Don’t try to take this from me.
I’m already spent living half my life undone
So wide so long?
So sad, I want to be strong
Don’t try to take this from me
I’ve already spent my life living half undone

I’ve been talking to my aunts and uncles, mom and dad again.
I’ve been finding out that I have what this world has called friends.
I’ve tried to push them all away
They push me back and want to stay
And that’s one good thing I have

I’m gonna feel a peace in me
I’m gonna feel at home
I’m gonna make this cloud above me disappear, be gone.
I wanna feel a punch inside, my heart beat on the floor.
I don’t wanna hurt no more.

Yeah it’s just me.
It’s just me
And I’ll find a way to make it
There’s no one left to stop me
Here I go, can we take it from the top?

So wide so long?
So sad, I want to be strong
Don’t try to take her from me
I’ve already spent my life living half undone
So wide so long?
So sad, I want to be strong
Don’t try to take her from me
I’ve already spent my life living half undone

It’s me, the one who won before
I used to smile but don’t no more
I’m living just to watch it all go by